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I thought it was time to tell you a little bit about myself. I am more than just that women who sells funky products, I have a past and a story to tell. <\/p>
Let's start by saying how many children I have .... a question that should be easy but for me it is not!<\/p>
I am a mother of 4 beautiful children Tyler, Katie laila and Jasper \u2764\ufe0f<\/p>
When laila was born she had a rare genetic disorder and sadly passed away at 6 months old. <\/p>
When laila passed away as you can imagine a part of me went with her. <\/p>
But I had no time to blink let alone come to terms with the loss, my other children needed me and that kept me going. <\/p>
Months passed and Tyler my oldest was diagnosed with Asperjers and that ment a learning curve to <\/p>
understand my son. <\/p>
Exactly 18 months after Tyler was diagnosed Katie my daughter was diagnosed with tics, adhd and high level dyslexia.<\/p>
Jasper is my rainbow baby the child born after a loss but even they have had their battles with spina bifida occulta, mental health and finding their own identity. This past couple of years has probably been one of the hardest jasper\u2019s mental health struggles have taken a huge toll, suicide attempts, self harm, psychosis and now seizures and tics struggling for a diagnosis of fnd (functional neurological disorder) and Tourette syndrome.<\/p>
I am known for being a survivor of domestic abuse, and that has made me the strong person I am today. But I have learnt in the past two years that I am more than just that, I am not only a survivor but I am also a fighter. <\/p>
In the past few year I have also been battling with my own mental health behind closed doors. But I am back and feel more like myself again and taking each day as it comes.<\/p>
There has been many positive, I am now engaged to an amazing man called Lewis \u2764\ufe0f<\/p>
Who now shows me what love really is, and I\u2019m about to become a gremlin! (What is that you may ask?) well I\u2019m too young to be a nan or a grandma so I am naming myself gremlin, may look cute but don\u2019t mess with me \ud83d\ude09<\/p>
So when you see me live, and think \ud83e\udd14 oh god she's live again, or she\u2019s selling another product. Please understand it took a lot to get me here, I also want to show my children life is for living and never be ashamed of who you are or your past or your possible future. <\/p>
I am a survivor of domestic abuse, I am a mother with out one of her children and and a mother struggling to help but trying her hardest but there is a future beyond that and if my story can help one person my inbox is always open. \u2764\ufe0f <\/p>
Never judge a book by its cover, my advise read a few chapters first. You may have judged the story all wrong by judging that cover. \ud83d\ude09<\/p>","urlTitle":"who-am-i","url":"\/blog\/who-am-i\/","editListUrl":"\/my-blogs","editUrl":"\/my-blogs\/edit\/who-am-i\/","fullUrl":"https:\/\/llpdesighns.teemill.com\/blog\/who-am-i\/","featured":false,"published":true,"showOnSitemap":true,"hidden":false,"visibility":null,"createdAt":1761861934,"updatedAt":1761862296,"publishedAt":1761862296,"lastReadAt":null,"division":{"id":417330,"name":"LLP Designs"},"tags":[],"metaImage":{"original":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/jg3zj3npv8qbt4myvluttkmxleiqs3oa4m45lrukkvxg68oe.jpeg","thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/jg3zj3npv8qbt4myvluttkmxleiqs3oa4m45lrukkvxg68oe.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/jg3zj3npv8qbt4myvluttkmxleiqs3oa4m45lrukkvxg68oe.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"metaTitle":"","metaDescription":"","keyPhraseCampaignId":null,"series":[],"similarReads":[{"id":53080,"title":"Our logo","url":"\/blog\/our-logo\/","urlTitle":"our-logo","division":417330,"description":"Our logo","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/rooz9ighchgs8pwcwnq3dszozgzf4kwx0f9qwqckql9a1lju.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/rooz9ighchgs8pwcwnq3dszozgzf4kwx0f9qwqckql9a1lju.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0}],"labels":[]}